IT'S A BATTLE!!! Jay Z Comes For DRAKE In New Song . . . Sounds Like Jay Is A LIL IN HIS FEELINGS . . . After Drake AND HIS GAL Rihanna!!! - MediaTakeOut.com™ 2014

IT'S A BATTLE!!! Jay Z Comes For DRAKE In New Song . . . Sounds Like Jay Is A LIL IN HIS FEELINGS . . . After Drake AND HIS GAL Rihanna!!! - MediaTakeOut.com™ 2014

Hmmmm..... so a real battle of the Best Male Hip Hop Artist emerges and this may be a very good one. I wouldn't insinuate that this has anything to do with my boo Rihanna but hey you never know in the world of the rich, famous, I do whateva I want. LOL!!! Being that I try to remain neutral in a situations I am siding with both artists here. Drizzy told Rolling Stone Magazine, "It's like Hov can't drop bars these days without at least four art references . . . I think the whole Rap/art world thing is getting kind of corny." Now this could be taken as merely his opinion/perspective as a fellow artists, who is topping charts as well, or he could have been initiating a friendly battle. Either way Jay Z responded with fire over Drake's "We Made It" and featured the eclectic Jay Electronica. Yes, Jay Electronica dropped knowledge and wisdom for us but Jay Z brought that NIGGA I MADE IT out he hood, I have that mogul wealth, and I shall talk of Picasso's because I probably own one or another just as valuable. I'm very eager to see how this plays out. I will definitely keep you all informed as I stay tuned to the next "Control" beef.

Milli

Thoughts Of A Thinker: Pink Clouds

MY BIRTH.... I never asked to be here

MY STRUGGLES .... I've taken them head on ....ALONE

MY FAITH ..... This I will NEVER lose

MY BEING.....Just wants to be happy and pleasant

MY LIFE ..... Feels like its just beginning then ending

I AM LOST IN " PINK CLOUDS"

I sat.....in total silence......glaring at the window.....wondering if there's anyone who feels as I do...Alone....then I discovered PINK CLOUDS!





THINKING is something that I do a lot of and at any given time through out the day. There doesn't have to be some sort of action,discussion,conversation,or an incident that causes this reaction. I AM TRULY A THINKER. My thoughts are overwhelming and encompass a vast area of topics. Lately, I have been evaluating the people in my life and one would think since I don't have many people this should be easy. Unfortunately, it's not a walk in the park nor a stroll on the beach. It's a mind boggling process that also involves emotions and me analyzing my actions and those I chose to let into my atmosphere of PINK CLOUDS.



It is only when I am immersed in PINK CLOUDS that I truly feel FREE and safe from this world's coldness. I feel as if I can accomplish anything and defeat any obstacle. Vindictive individuals and their malicious ways do not exist to me because I am hovering over a cloud of positivity and Fuck You's....They make me feel better ya know. As I sit and stare at the window, I realize that there is a huge world out there and someone would love to share that space with me. I always say that I came in this world alone , so having no one shouldn't matter. But it does. Who wants to be alone? Whats even sadder is when you begin to accept the loneliness because this is the only place you feel safe. If you trust no one, no one can deceive you....... These are my PINK CLOUDS.



They are filled with words such as beautiful, awesome, love, acceptance, originality, faith and RESPECT! It is then when I am truly engulfed in thought ... I close my eyes and imagine LIFE WITHOUT STRUGGLE. PEOPLE who respect my being and thoughts. THOSE who love my character because it is sufficient and strong. BIRTH baffles me because I never asked to be here, yet I appreciate it. I've endured many STRUGGLES and have overcome them yet they have made me who I am. My FAITH is something that I could never lose because It has kept me alive. My BEING is one that cares too much, doesn't LOVE enough, and just wants to help better society. LIFE is what it is.....I don't think it's what u make it though...More like how you decipher the PINK CLOUDS that you are presented with!

Love....Cherish......and Believe!


*** I'm presently here working on my future ***

In My Feelings: As Usual

I don't smile often because I'm not really sure what happiness feels like. Most days are spent praying for peace and serenity, missing my parents, self improving, and succeeding that I'm usually mentally drained. My journey can only get easier as I have already battled my toughest battles. The destruction is already here.... But the victory... is on its way my nigga... #TheUnveiling #OnlyChildShit #FukYoHappyFamily #freckledbeast

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Thoughts Of A Thinker: Deprivations

Deprivations

My deprivations have motivated my greatness............
I am ready for all my worries to be weightless.....
To walk upon white sand with HIM and feel ageless....
These are my motivations....
Fancy things and name brand jeans are not important to me.....
I'd rather have success than FAME but hey that's just me......
No JORDANS, True Religion shit or over priced bullshit for me......
I'd rather rock exclusive joints that most of us never see.....
I use to wish I had the family you see on TV.......
But I did have a mother and father so that was good at least.....
Even though I missed a little she taught me the most important things.....
How to build a great work ethic and get to where I wanted to be....
My dad was a really great man and I appreciate his presence....
Even though he has gone to heaven I still send him my blessings.....
Provided for his family and ensured we were great...
I'll never forget that or you George McNeal we straight....
Never had a big ole house or the place with the big white gate.....
But that's fine because I have time left only I can determine my fate.....
I use to feel like I had to be in a rush and when it came to LIVING I was running late....
but as I've grown and become more mature...I figure good things come to those who wait.....
A true friend is something I have been missing and Its cool cause shit happens.....
I use to call her my BFF now I add the EX before I talk about her to keep from snapping.....
Can't believe folks played me like that and didn't bother to call at all.....
but that's ok cause my guards up now watch this player not drop the ball....
I haven't seen the beautiful lights of MIA, nor LA, or traveled outside of the USA......
Hopefully I gain some financial wealth and see Germany or Africa one day......
First I need a passport, some dough and a valid reason to get away......
But yet I have plenty reasons why but I've become comfortable and let the thought stray.....
My deprivations have motivated my greatness and I am now at peace with this world....
Guess I should've listened when they said everything that glitters ain't gold..and those that shine ain't pearl's....
Happiness is what I'm searching for and I can't find it because I'm depriving myself.....
Guess I should take my own advice and apply these thoughts as HELP!
My deprivations have motivated my greatness and I'll be ok once I drill this in my head......
As I like to say I'm truly a THINKER my most prolific thoughts come to me before bed....
When it's all said and done I hope they remember me when I'm spiritually here but literally dead....
As the strong African American Woman who never followed but yes she always led.


** I'm presently here working on my future ...Be blessed

In My Feelings: As Usual

                                                     

                                                       ***Fighting This Battle ***



Instead of blaming God or someone else for the emptiness I feel from my parents being gone, them never having the ability to meet my children one day ( when Im over 30 lol), not attending my wedding if ever married, them getting to witness me TAKE this success, and being an only child..... I sucked it up and dare not blame life for leaving me here alone. The ability to live my life as I please, happily, and PAID is on its way..... priceless! ‪#‎KeepingTheFaith‬

" These trials will show that your faith is genuine. It is being tested as fire tests and purifies gold...." - 1Peter 1:7

In My Feelings : As Usual

*** The Unveiling of A Queen ***

Giving up is never an option when you have ambition and will. Life never promised us it would be easy.... ‪#‎Souljah‬ ‪#‎MilliMayhem‬
"There is no better than adversity. Every defeat, every heartbreak, every loss, contains its own seed, its own lesson on how to improve your performance the next time." - Malcolm X